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Until the Day of Jesus Chirst.
"You mean, if you were to become pregnant right now you would keep it? Right now..... you would keep it? What if you can't take care of it and it ends up just another miserable life like you?"
I was standing on a street in the Bronx talking to a girl in front of an abortion clinic. My friends and I went to the Bronx to do street counseling ..... I hadn't expected to be out there like this..... face to face with a girl who's friend was in the clinic having an abortion.
"Well," said one of my friends, "yes we would. Because we're taking it a step further and making that choice to stay abstinent until marriage and we're in a place where we can care for a child. We're saving sex for marriage." "No one talks about that. No one ever told me that."
No one ever told me that......... No one ever told me that........
Those words rang in my hears..... I thought I had been hit with something. "Do people talk about that were you come from?" she asked. "Yes we do." I said. "We have a program through our pregnancy center called Worth Waiting For. We go into school health classes and talk about this." I had meant to say "they" and not "we".
You see, I had been interviewed to be a presenter for WW4. On the way down to NYC I had been reading through the material. As I read through I began to be less interested in public speaking on this topic. I've lead a sheltered (and by sheltered I mean blessed) and pure life stile growing up in a Christian household. By taking this job would I be risk my own purity in a way? Wouldn't it be nice to keep my innocents?
These girls walking into abortion clinics are not blatantly doing something they know is wrong and liking it. Most walk in not knowing how they got there. They are scared and really believe they are giving their unborn child a break for not having to grow up the way they have. We as Christians may look at that as "sick" but when there is no God, you have no hope, and the life you're carrying has no eternal soul, it's easier to suppress the truth.
We waited around till this girl's friend came out of the clinic. I went over to see if she needed help because she could barely stand. "With all due respect miss, I'm not really in a place where I can take someone judging me right now," she said. What? "No! I just wanted to know if you needed anything and tell you that I'm sorry and that God loves you." I was frantically trying to find words to say that would actually mean something for her to hear...... there weren't any. They drove away and I never saw them again.
Back at home in my bedroom I was on my knees begging God to send someone else. "I don't want to be in this battle! Please God. I will pray for those out there fighting, but please don't send me!" Looking back at this conversation I had with God, it seems silly but I really was scared stiff. Dear brothers and sisters, the God we serve is so good and patient with us. I did not hear a voice. There was not writing on the wall. But through the prompting of the Holy Spirit I knew He was telling me, "Yes, you will go and I will be with you even to the end of the age."
Do you know what the opposite of fear is? It's love. When you step out of your comfort zone because you love the people out there too much to stay, you look back and realize, God did that. God gave you that love for those people that turned into courage. "God will take you to places you did not intend to go in order to produce in you what you could not produce on your own." ~ Paul David Tripp I have been to places I did not intend to go. Friends, I ended up in Haiti presenting the Worth Waiting For program!
Our Heavenly Father in about the business of turning us into the image of His Son. "And this is our prayer, that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless for the day of Christ." ~ Philippians 1:9-10 He will take you to places you did not expect to produce in you what you could not produce on your own. "He who began a good work in you will carry it onto completion until the day of Jesus Christ." ~ Philippians 1:6
posted by: Caroline
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